the faculty of making fortunate discoveries by accident...
I'm hoping that whoever you are, u may learn a little bit about me here. I love to answer questions -eighteen :)
I finally get it. I understand why I can get annoyed at you and not want to talk to you but always find you always in the back of my mind. I know why I can stand back with contentment while you walk on in life past me with someone else but still want to walk behind you and see where your path leads you. Because it’s not a crush. It stopped being a crush a long time ago. I kept thinking about why you pulled at my heart strings when the butterflies were long gone, and why even after I knew I was over you that you still kept me up at night. I am over you. And the crush is long gone. But I still love you. There will always be a part of my heart that belongs to you. But I love you enough that I’ll never ask for any of that love in return. Because my love for you was unshackled. It was neither forced nor conditional. It freed me in a way that made the fact that it was you irrelevant. It was just that the love I felt for another being was so pure that at the end of the day, even if that love was one sided, all I really cared about was making sure you’d find the same love that I had found.
I just want to free you the way my love for you freed me.
"Jesus’s love is far greater than what you think, dream, comprehend, imagine, fathom, or understand. It’s a love that never runs out. It’s a love that never gives up. It’s a love that will chase after you, even after your mess ups. He longs for you. He wants you to want him back. His reply to “I love you, Lord” will always be “I love you more”."